my day ended without him. he didn’t even bother to text. didn’t even bother to ask how i am or if i’m still alive and okay. yes, it’s painful but maybe someday i’ll learn to be like that too. maybe someday, i will just stop missing him. i will just stop hurting. i will just stop crying. but all that will happen because it wouldn’t be too long for me to turn numb. i’ll just get used to this kind of situation. but to stop loving him? i don’t know if i can do that.

i just feel it. i know. i can never stop loving him.