while i’m downloading songs from limewire, i thought i might as well make use of the time instead of waiting as the download completes. it’s already been a long while since i last updated my playlist. see, i’ve been such a downer lately, which really sucked big time. i feel like i’ve been too detached from my old self. and now, i’m on the process of trying to reconnect to myself. well, lame as it may seem, i’m very hopeful that music will help me reflect on myself and my life. it did work its magic for me the first time so maybe it will work again for the second time.

i recognized another consolation that i’d probably or should i say, “must” get after this phase of my life. i know that i’d come out of this alive and as a better person. yeah, i’m a survivor. i know i’ll make it. i just didn’t think that my battle would be this hard. that’s also the reason why i’m thankful to God because He gave me true friends, who have been my source of strength since day one. i just can’t imagine what my life or what i would be like without them.
oh, i ♥ my music and my friends.