I THINK YOU’RE MOVING TOO FAST.











{June 9, 2008}   freaky dream sequel

it turned out that the saga ends at episode 2, which is a good thing. it was sorta relieving coz i don’t wanna think and wonder if my dreams meant something. gaaaad, i’ve so much in my mind already and i don’t need another mind bugger. HOWEVER, i saw him in my dream. i can’t remember the dream though but i know he was part of it.

one thing i can recall from my dream is that i was talking to a psychic-slash-fortune-teller about my f*cked up love story. she was trying to help me get a piece… ah i mean PEACE of mind.

dreams… dreams… they’re not helping me.



the past two nights were so weird. i dreamt that i was back again with my most recent ex. errrr. as in two consecutive nights of dreaming about him. i don’t know how’s that possible. i don’t even think of him before i sleep. weird, isn’t it?

if i’ll have another dream about him then that would be extra weird. and perhaps, i might consider the idea that my dreams were trying to imbibe something… sorta sending a message. stupid idea but who knows?

so imma sleep now to see if this freaking saga continues. Grand slam na to pag nagkataon. Nakakaulol.



{May 24, 2008}   self-battle

i woke up today with the thought of him. i dreamt of him and i tried so hard to keep the dream alive in my mind for as long as i could.



et cetera