i looked on my right and i saw a what seems to be unending dark hallway. and i panned on my left, found a door just few steps away that says, “exit”. so where should i go. these days have been the hardest in my life. the confusion that i’m having right now was the worst, ever. part of me wants to see where the dark hallway leads but half of me wanted to run to the exit door.

which should i take? a door to my unhappy ending (but at least all these will already end)? or the hallway that will probably lead to an experience of good and bad things in a daily basis? i feel like i can’t take anything bad anymore. that anytime soon, my heart will just explode and i may just decide to drop dead and quit fighting back and holding on anymore.

but maybe, this is what i should go through to finally feel completely happy. see, the only motivation that i have right now is the consolation that after all that has happened, something good will come right after. and i’ve been waiting for that consolation for weeks already with a single thread of patience and hope that it will come anytime soon.

but then again, just like what the cliche says, “patience is a virtue.”