when i heard these songs, Fallin’ Out, Better In Time, and Realize, I can’t help but feel like it was especially written for me. parang ‘killing me softly’ lang yung drama ko.. you know, the line that said “killing me softly with his songs, telling my whole life with his words…“. ganun lang yung pakiramdam.

way back years ago, i remember, i wondered why there were more sad songs in today’s generation unlike before that most of the songs were all about fighting for love and loving forever. then now, suddenly, i stopped wondering.

oh shit! i knew it! i knew since day one that he has this on his bag already. he’s so original. not to mention that he’s still single and soooo effin’ hot… gaaaaaad! and oh what a coincidence, he’s a bartender. i’ve always had a thing for bartenders…

darn i hate this. can’t even write anything decent. all i know is that i sooooo ♥ him.

he will always be my baby. (at least in my own neverland)

while i’m downloading songs from limewire, i thought i might as well make use of the time instead of waiting as the download completes. it’s already been a long while since i last updated my playlist. see, i’ve been such a downer lately, which really sucked big time. i feel like i’ve been too detached from my old self. and now, i’m on the process of trying to reconnect to myself. well, lame as it may seem, i’m very hopeful that music will help me reflect on myself and my life. it did work its magic for me the first time so maybe it will work again for the second time.

i recognized another consolation that i’d probably or should i say, “must” get after this phase of my life. i know that i’d come out of this alive and as a better person. yeah, i’m a survivor. i know i’ll make it. i just didn’t think that my battle would be this hard. that’s also the reason why i’m thankful to God because He gave me true friends, who have been my source of strength since day one. i just can’t imagine what my life or what i would be like without them.
oh, i ♥ my music and my friends.